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[thenewnormal]

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[thenewnormal]

Oh, hell. It's not like you haven't seen it anyway.

[ A picture of Alex in a bed, artlessly sprawled over the covers, only the barest of glimpses of the end of his right leg below the knee. There's no expression on his face, not happy, but not sad, either. Just there, looking like an invitation.

And then, minutes later, as he's been wrestling with whether he's going to send it, a song, raw with emotion long suppressed. It talks about hurting and healing and maybe starting a new chapter. And then the music fades. ]

[drmcsexy]

It's been a long time, he knows. Over a year. It feels like a million lifetimes, if he's honest.

It's the song though that makes him stop, sitting there in his cell and listening to it.

I'm sorry you wrote that song for one person and they sent it to others.

You look hot though.

[ It's easier to make that comment than any of the others he might have. ]

[thenewnormal]

Yeah, well. He didn't even know it was for him at first. Unless you think it was for Bass, too.

Thank you for that. Not all of us can have your abs, but I like to think I try.

[drmcsexy]

It was either for one tall cowboy or an angry one. I was only wrong once.

Why do you say that like you don't know you're hot? You always have been.

[thenewnormal]

Jesus. That's right. You were the first one to clue in on the fact that I was interested in anyone, let alone figure out it was Guerin. Even Maria didn't realize who it was, only that there was someone.

History.

[drmcsexy]

Wait, how is it history? Hot then. Hot now. That's just how life is.

[thenewnormal]

[ What he's not going to say is how his self-esteem took a hit in middle school when he actually made a move and was rejected. Hard. ]

Being the gay kid in Roswell, even if I wasn't out, it wasn't exactly the best pickings.

[ Until Michael, but that was a whole other can of worms. ]

[drmcsexy]

You were still hot.

And don't tell me you weren't a sought after hottie in the military. If you were, they were all blind and stupid.

[thenewnormal]

We were all closeted and stupid, you mean.

[drmcsexy]

Tell me you weren't around hot guys in the military and you were celibate?

Do not be me in med school.

[thenewnormal]

All right, I won't tell you. And that has to be a lie. There was no sneaking off in closets or something?

[drmcsexy]

I'm not saying I wasn't having any sex in college but I worked my ass off to graduate when I did. So between working out, and classes and then residency? There wasn't a lot.

[thenewnormal]

And I was overseas a good chunk of the time and when I wasn't, I wasn't exactly out to the Air Force in general. I mean, there aren't rules against it anymore, but...

[ His dad. And people like him. ]

[drmcsexy]

But people suck. Fuck them. It's one thing about this place, much as it sucks for most.

[thenewnormal]

I mean. I'd imagine that at least some people spit, but...

Yeah. I guess it is. Little to no judgement.

[drmcsexy]

Isn't there a kink for that? Then definitely.

Got to focus on the positives.

[thenewnormal]

Spit or swallow? I mean, sure. But it's not like it's not a well-known kink.

[drmcsexy]

I never considered it like a kink but this place has made me realize that everything is a kink.

[thenewnormal]

You haven't watched enough porn if you don't think swallowing can be a kink when taken to extremes. Don't ask how I know that.

[drmcsexy]

I'm suddenly learning more about your porn habits than I ever would have thought to ask.

[thenewnormal]

That's literally any porn, Kyle. Gay, straight, doesn't matter. Any.