Logically, I know that. But I've... I've been in the wrong so often. I've been scared so often and pushed when I shouldn't have or didn't push when I should have. I don't always trust that it's the okay kind of selfish.
You deserve to not have to live locked away in Sex City. I did that, Alex. I know what it's like. I was the one locked away so I never broke my promises. There were months I only saw him and my therapist.
That's not what I meant, Kyle. If this had been a normal city, I wouldn't have locked myself away. But I also deserve to not get pulled into the city shit with whoever happens to be there at the moment. That's an entirely different conversation than loving more than one person.
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Date: 2021-07-07 10:08 pm (UTC)[ And isn't that such a lie. ]
Logically, I know that. But I've... I've been in the wrong so often. I've been scared so often and pushed when I shouldn't have or didn't push when I should have. I don't always trust that it's the okay kind of selfish.
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Date: 2021-07-08 04:05 am (UTC)You deserve to not have to live locked away in Sex City. I did that, Alex. I know what it's like. I was the one locked away so I never broke my promises. There were months I only saw him and my therapist.
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Date: 2021-08-08 09:45 pm (UTC)Probably.