We've been through so much, Alex. So much pain. But there's no point in exorcising all those demons if I don't try to get back what I lost. Everything I lost.
I'll admit. I was beginning to wonder if you coming to serenade me was just a one-off fluke or if you were going to pick up the guitar again. I'm glad to know it wasn't a fluke.
Of course I'll play with you. Pick a place. You want to go big and go up on stage the next time Nate gets me to sing? You want to do it at the place you work? Maria's place? Or should we just serenade Kyle and leave him to gawk. I'm not sure he knows you play.
He doesn't. Dick knows, and Maria knows. No one else, so I like option 4 a whole lot. I don't want to see a stage until I know I won't screw it up, but
If you want to practice serenading me without me there, you have your pick of places. If you want to practice with me there, I'll point out that the office has an apartment upstairs.
You know I'd love to play with you. I don't think we ever really played together. [ He'd sat, eyes closed, listening to Guerin play, but that wasn't the same thing. ]
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Date: 2021-09-21 04:49 pm (UTC)I started again.
We've been through so much, Alex. So much pain. But there's no point in exorcising all those demons if I don't try to get back what I lost.
Everything I lost.
Starting with music.
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Date: 2021-09-21 05:14 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-09-21 05:16 pm (UTC)Half of that happened at home, too. Back there I already made you take the guitar back, though. I don't think I need to repeat that history again.
I want you to play with me, Alex. Like we used to. Except this time we don't have to hide it from anyone.
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Date: 2021-09-21 05:22 pm (UTC)Of course I'll play with you. Pick a place. You want to go big and go up on stage the next time Nate gets me to sing? You want to do it at the place you work? Maria's place? Or should we just serenade Kyle and leave him to gawk. I'm not sure he knows you play.
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Date: 2021-09-21 05:34 pm (UTC)Maybe, someday. Where do you practice?
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Date: 2021-09-21 05:56 pm (UTC)But that said, I'm pretty sure those hands of you won't let you down.
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Date: 2021-09-21 06:14 pm (UTC)Your office is good. You thinking after hours? There's the garage too, if you want.
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Date: 2021-09-22 11:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-09-23 09:15 am (UTC)Can we start soon?
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Date: 2021-09-23 06:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-09-23 06:35 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-09-24 12:49 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-09-24 01:02 pm (UTC)I do actually want to play. It's not a euphemism. But...
You know I want the rest too. It's always been you, Alex.
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Date: 2021-10-08 01:57 pm (UTC)Although you know. Hearing you play is more rare than us having sex, even if it's been a while.
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Date: 2021-10-08 03:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-10-10 06:49 pm (UTC)Sex included in the afternoon or not.
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Date: 2021-10-10 09:31 pm (UTC)You think our styles will be compatible?
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Date: 2021-10-10 10:20 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-10-14 01:59 pm (UTC)no subject
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