Honestly, Nate. Didn't have anything to do with you. It's not like you forced me to do anything. I made that choice. And it's not like I spread around...well, how much I haven't been around.
listen, i'm pretty free about sex it's not the same thing as love for me but i understand if it is for you. i won't make moves on you again, i promise.
No, I got that. And I don't want you to be sorry. Or stop flirting because that's just a part of who you are. That's why I didn't say anything before.
Look, it's complicated. I was stupid in love with Michael Guerin for ten years. I didn't even see him for any of it. I'm still stupid in love with him, but time changes things. This place has changed things. But I'm still coming to terms with it.
I don't know if I'll ever be ready for a friends with benefits kind of things, but...
i get being stupid in love. i just feel it for more than one person
but then i never had that at home, like i never had someone who felt like a soulmate or whatever. not until i came here, where i was already involved with like multiple people, and i do get it now, though.
anyway the offer can stay open but i'll leave the ball in your court, ok? you ever want it to be more than flirting, you can tell me.
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Date: 2022-01-21 09:12 am (UTC)that's the last way i'd ever want to make someone feel, i swear
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Date: 2022-02-15 07:57 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-02-15 08:03 pm (UTC)i'm still sorry
listen, i'm pretty free about sex
it's not the same thing as love for me
but i understand if it is for you. i won't make moves on you again, i promise.
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Date: 2022-03-01 09:50 pm (UTC)Look, it's complicated. I was stupid in love with Michael Guerin for ten years. I didn't even see him for any of it. I'm still stupid in love with him, but time changes things. This place has changed things. But I'm still coming to terms with it.
I don't know if I'll ever be ready for a friends with benefits kind of things, but...
You did have my attention with the offer.
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Date: 2022-03-02 11:15 am (UTC)you can let me know.
i get being stupid in love. i just feel it for more than one person
but then i never had that at home, like i never had someone who felt like a soulmate or whatever. not until i came here, where i was already involved with like multiple people, and
i do get it now, though.
anyway the offer can stay open
but i'll leave the ball in your court, ok? you ever want it to be more than flirting, you can tell me.