[ Another moment of silence because he hates this. He hates that Michael has to go through this. He hates that he has to let Michael go through this or else they'll both be where he is.
He swallows his feelings. Knowing how upset this is making him will only make this worse for Michael. ]
[ This is what he should've thought of, before his temper just left
him. He should've thought about how it would hurt Alex, Kyle, Nick, Dick.
In that moment, the fight had been an outlet. Everything he was thinking,
everything he was feeling, he could just pour it into each punch. I'm the
moment, it had worked. Now, it just makes everything worse. ]
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Date: 2022-03-04 08:16 pm (UTC)I won't come, but let me know when they release you and I'll come over and wait for you to get home.
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Date: 2022-03-04 10:40 pm (UTC)I will. But it's three days, starting today. It won't be more, I'll be good.
[ Which means he'll do whatever's asked of him, no matter what it is. ]
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Date: 2022-03-04 10:45 pm (UTC)He swallows his feelings. Knowing how upset this is making him will only make this worse for Michael. ]
I know. I'll see you soon.
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Date: 2022-03-04 10:47 pm (UTC)I'm sorry, Alex.
[ This is what he should've thought of, before his temper just left him. He should've thought about how it would hurt Alex, Kyle, Nick, Dick. In that moment, the fight had been an outlet. Everything he was thinking, everything he was feeling, he could just pour it into each punch. I'm the moment, it had worked. Now, it just makes everything worse. ]
I love you.
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Date: 2022-03-04 10:48 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-03-08 05:09 pm (UTC)