I didn't leave because of you. I left because of me. I was always going to leave, get the hell out of that place as far and as fast as I could. And maybe for a while I deluded myself into thinking that I wasn't going to follow my father's plan for me, but Roswell? I couldn't stay there. Not with him. I stayed as long as I did because of you. But then you...changed.
And seeing what you were becoming, what I couldn't stop from happening no matter how hard I tried or how much I loved you? So I was always leaving, but that's why I left when and how I did.
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Date: 2020-09-16 09:46 pm (UTC)Don't.
Don't tell me that you left me because you cared about me. I want someone who cares about me enough to stay. That's all I want.
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Date: 2020-09-22 07:44 pm (UTC)And seeing what you were becoming, what I couldn't stop from happening no matter how hard I tried or how much I loved you? So I was always leaving, but that's why I left when and how I did.
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Date: 2020-09-30 02:15 am (UTC)Stop leaving?
Stay with me
Stop running, because I want to make this work. I want us to work.
What would you say then?